Razzleddd

I believe to my soul, you aught to know

2008-10-10T23:43:31Z

What am I going to leave in life for others to remember me by.
Not a painting, or a trust fund. I definatly can not draw. Unless you count perfect little snails drawn with out picking up your pencil. I guess I'll start saving my money. ha
Or do you want to remember me.
Do i live my life significant enough for you to hold any sort of interest in me. Why should you.

Ill try write a story next time.

razzleddd @ 2008-02-07T13:57:00

2008-02-07T22:30:02Z

Its been to long live journal..
I'm in the middle of filling out this effing FAFSA thing and trying to answer these questions the best way possible to squeeze the most money out or the government, is making my head hurt and I’m kind of anxious. So update on my life as of today. I’m finally making the decision of going back to school and following through with the actions to make this happen. It’s funny because right when i feel comfortable with my life and I’m finally settled into Huntington Beach, I jump to move somewhere else and Im happy with this decision. I guess i don’t need stability right now. Or i guess stability isn't the right word. I have stability. Wonderful place to live, 15 min bike ride from either Newport or Huntington pier, the best random roommates anyone could ask for and an orange and grapefruit tree in the back yard. I have a wonderful relationship with my family, I’m back in the circle of trust with my grandparents, I’m helping my mom by just being around and giving her support in everything that she does, and my younger sisters are growing to pretty, damn smart ladies. New silveryblue Hybrid Civic!! OO I did just quit my job though! I now work at Landmark Steakhouse and Nightclub. www.landmarknewport.com as a coordinator. I have to get use to the snobby supa rich people who live in Carona Del Mar. But my coworkers are fabulous and the Filet and scallops are to diiiee for. That’s Thursday, Friday, Saturday. On Monday thru Wednesday I work at GreenPeace, the Biggest environment organization in the world. I am a Fundraiser coordinator/ activist (kinda) but i start that on Monday so ill see exactly what ill be doing. but I that’s it for now See ya in August SANTA CRUZ!!!

Every Day is like Sunday

2006-07-28T10:51:54Z

IN HB

dont stop till sunrisee

This isnt personal

2006-04-24T06:57:20Z

Ive never been so content with someone knocking a person out then today. Yet again this person doesnt need anything else to fuck up his head. The worst thing to see happen to a person is really having something great and completly losing it all by themselves. People will never no exactly how great they have it until its gone.
and that just sucks

Coal just jumped over the table to get to the couch it was kinda incredible...

razzleddd @ 2006-03-16T09:07:00

2006-03-16T17:16:32Z

so latly its been wayy rough and but then again there are those great times.. I miss the old days... when everything seemed soo easy. i miss my friends. I miss the captain mo and cactus cooler. before the bub, the closet, or amandas black car. The lazy days at the theater, and chumash park. Before the ditch and exspecially before N.P.

...alright?

razzleddd @ 2005-11-30T15:28:00

2005-11-30T23:54:35Z

a funny thing happened to me today...
when i got school i figured out that i left my binder in jessica's car. i called and called and texted her but she didn't reply. i went to lynsi's house to wait for jessica's reply because she wasn't at school. Then Lynsi and i went to broadway and left my keys in the ignition but i couldn't call my house because they would have gotten mad that i was ditching first period. so at lunch I went to broadway and i got my keys. but i didn't turn my car completely off so my car wouldn't turn on. my cell phone died earlier and i didn't have a way to call anyone.
i walked to lynsi's house and broke in (aka went through the back door) to use her phone. i called everyone who's numbers i could remember and NO ONE ANSWERED. but Eric came and saved me. we get back and try and start it and i won't start. he had this batterey thing with only one side of jumper cables. He noticed that there was an automotive place right across the street so we went there to get regular cables. those didn't work either. i remembered that i was on empty and had been on it for a while. anything was worth a try at this point. we walked to a gas station and eric bought me a gallon of gas we put it in and well my car started.... first of all I know nothing about cars and i guess Eric doesn't either haha

With Gorilla Gone, Will There Be Hope For Man?

2005-11-29T01:51:31Z

first time i have written on this thing in about six months..
i stayed home from school today because i didn't get any sleep last night even though i took abunch of NyQuil... I think i am ammune to it now. woke up at about 12 thinking about where my parking permit is. All i have been doing today is reading Ishmael by Daniel Quinn Probably one of the best books i have ever read. I really doint want to go back to school

Ain't no party like a west coast party!

2005-05-16T22:50:07Z

Best Birthday weekend EVER!!!!
Went out to dinner with the Folks and Aaron. Micheala picked us up and drove to San Frnsisco. It was the stoniest trip ever. It was in saneeeeee!!! that night we partied at Marks house then in the morning took the bart to Market street and shopped. we looked at prom stuff and pipes hahahha. drove home and made an urgant stop at lynsis (?0 Were they planned a surprixe birthday party! We ate a bunch and the cake some how feel on the ground but it was awesome! Sunday i had the entire house to my self so aaron came over and we went crazy.

did i mentioin i got a cell phone YEAH i know now i am cool
call me hahhaha: 709-3011

and my birthday is in 2 days....

razzleddd @ 2005-05-04T17:19:00

2005-05-05T00:30:45Z

My birthday is in 14 days and i am not quite sure what i am going to do

I need a job really really bad. And alot of people think that i am to Lazy/whiny to work at most of the places
SATs this weekend and i am screwed but after that i might go to San Frans and see Mark!!!

razzleddd @ 2005-04-29T09:37:00

2005-04-29T16:38:30Z

why does everything have to start going to shit right at the end?

I wish i can drink away the part that i can't sleep away

2005-04-21T15:52:44Z

yesterday was fun a couple of us went and celebrated the holiday

the end

"I love boobies"-Jessica

2005-04-08T03:14:21Z

today was very fun until the end.
it was a half day. Amanda, Aaron, Brad, and I went to burrito loco. then went to San luis to the sub
i with I was 18 soo i go and look at all the paraphernalia....sometimes
I past out on the way home from Slo and then dropped aaron off
we then went to the park with lynsi
got candy and Evian water and went home

i need a car and a cellphone and weed
AND A DANM JOB

minus the weed

razzleddd @ 2005-04-05T13:30:00

2005-04-05T20:30:19Z

I love jessica.
She is my wife.
I adore her.

sippin on gin and juice

2005-03-29T18:02:01Z

...from the partys to the drama

going to get my nails down with lynzi and Micheala and hopefully buying Bambi today...
church retreat this weekend..don't know what i am going to do
then spring break wil be over : (

razzleddd @ 2005-03-14T20:28:00

2005-03-15T04:43:03Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. Rachael
02. Razzle
03. R-Dunk!!!

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01.i like to read
02. i enjoy bike rides
03. when my hair feels soft

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. i am really really lazy
02. i always seem to come home past my curfew
03. i eat alot

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. Scottish
02. everyting else
03. asian (i wish)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. falling out of bed
02. my grand parents
03. every morning when i think about school

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. money
02. food
03. aaron, lynsi, Jessica, andy, micheala

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. sweat pants
02. white tank top
03. jessica's emo jacket

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS or artists AT THE MOMENT:
01. belle and sebastion
02. the killers
03. The Decmberists

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
01. aaron
02. aaron
03. aaron

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. Get a job
02. take my nails off from winter formal
03. Save my money

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. riding bikes
02. watching movies
03. listening to music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. ride bikes
02. leave my house
03. yamatoes

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. Italy
02. Canada
03. Japan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. Get married
02. ride a bike across the U.S. with mcheala
03. travel around the world

Because Jessica you are my God...

2005-03-11T03:07:13Z

So I am going to attempt to write a poem for jessica..

Jessica my love
Ill make you a dove (in the nursery)
I owe you one
you seriuolsy weigh a ton
but your still wayy hot
we don't like to hang out in a parking lot
i love american history
even though Garzas jokes are a mystery
this doen't make a whole lot of sense
but lets got to lopez and sleep in tents
we will get really fucked up
and drink wine in a plasic cup
we like to have raves
you likes to surf really big waves
.......did you know rave is a Synonym with love
ok i am done.. i won't forget the dove

only once

2005-02-15T04:55:49Z

Valentines day is kinda strange.... but today was great. I am definatly not complaining.
♥

HELLA... haha i love that word

2005-02-04T04:12:53Z

today was soo much fun since it was a half day
Lynsi and aaron and i went to jaclyn's house and had a party with way to many sandwhiches and danm good tea.
We went to san luis only to get foster freeze and laughed soo hard we almost threw up the gigantic icecream things we had.
Then went to shell beach. to this awesome beach by spyglass and i pretended to be like ariel when the water splashes over the rocks. i must say it was pretty awesome.
oh shoot i forgot the part about when we went to this pet store and looked all the pupies and bunnie rabbits. and also freaked out about the minature turtles and really big snakes.
then the day suddenly lost all its fun becuase i had to go home
since then i have done nuthing else but go one the computer and eat sushi and razzberrys

lock me in my room..... FOREVER

2005-01-10T02:10:57Z

so here it is....
from now on i am staying home....
no more unnecessary drama on saturday nights and no more fighting for a longer curfew

ONLY outings include:
going to see movies
and eating good food

AND being with sober, respectful people

The End

SAVE ME!!

2004-12-22T05:15:37Z

so ya....
I am in Huntington Beach right now sicker than i have been in such along time. IT SUCKS!! my little sisters birthday is tommarow and we are going to see that one movie.... the something Snickets one....
Last night was great though... Micheala and Aaron called me last night and they were soooo drunk it was hilariuos!! Aaron and i talked for soo long it was insane. I guess when we were talking he walked to some cabbage field and got lost at like 1 in the morning. It was quite funny.
christmas is in 4 days i think. For some reason i am not excided as usual. I haven't talk to Jessica in a while and all I want to do is go home and drink wine with her (danm i sound like and alcoholic but its true)
well i miss everyone SO MUCH and hopefully I will be home soon

umm fuck you?

2004-12-07T05:56:43Z

why me?
why dous everything bad happen to me?
Why can't we all be honest with each other and say what exactly is on our minds?
Why are there so many stupid dumb fucks in this world?
Why do I have to close friday and saturday 4 weeks in a row?

WHY DO MY FRIENDS ROCK!

Whats her face

2004-11-04T17:01:41Z

Its raining out side dammit. I like the rain.... when i have a jacket! We are going to San Luis today so hopefully I will find one.
Alot of stupid shit is happening right now, but i am over it...kinda. Well it helps to have good friends that will stick with you through what ever happens
I am done....

vanilla bean and chocolate

2004-10-29T16:42:14Z

Yesterday was quite interesting.... Hung out with Aaron till like 4:30 Then went to Lynsi house "to study for anatomy" hahaha I love her house. Jessica, Lynsi and I crowded around the computer looking at pictures of poeple on myspace for like 2 hoursssssssss! Lynsi left again but her grandma called because Lynsi forgot to give her the mail, soo we got out of there as fast as we could.
Went to cold stones and got "the usual" with Jessica SOO good it was cheaper this time to. That guy loves us. Then went to Wal Mart and saw EVERYONE!!!
We went to Alex's house and cut Aaron's hair it turned out not bad. He hated it and Jessica and I felt so bad. He's wearing is hood today....
Going out to lunch with whats her name today (Amanda) can't wait!

lets go slow and start all over again

2004-10-26T23:16:16Z

So I just got home from Lynsi's house were Micheala, Lynsi, Jessica, Aaron, Alex and I went to Panda Express for lunch and then we all headed back to Lynsis to go on myspace and be merry..we totally ditched school for that too it was rad!!
It rained like hell today and got soaking wet. Jumping in puddles are fun with lynsi and Micheala
i am done, All you can eat tonight?

razzleddd @ 2004-10-25T19:26:00

2004-10-26T03:18:59Z

well i have had live journal for a little bit and this is the first time i have writen in it. Where do i get the codes?

I DON"T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS THING!!!!!

aarons over and he;s weird....but i like it ♥